Old songs hit hard

The amount of tears I am crying in the backseat of cars while old Hindi songs play..Akhil used to sing and he did it so well..O Mere Dil Ke Chain, a Song by Kishore Kumar keeps on playing on the radio wherever I am and the raw pain hits me ...never will I hear him sing again while he is driving us home from a shoot or meeting


... The love for those songs he gifted me...I just wish I would have listened more,learned even more from him....

Kishore Kumar's  Mere Sapno Ki Rani we used to sing together...and he had such fun movements and expressions...not while driving of course...

Rhim Jhim is the first song I kind of learned... Now Monsoon is coming and he isn't here to sing with me...

Mere Naina Sawan Bhadon

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